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Allan Morton Jr.'s avatar

Grateful for you sharing your experience, Ryan. I've got my walking stick in hand and hope to keep up with you along in the journey.

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Bob Myers's avatar

This is a prophetic expose' of much that passes for ministry, and I commend you for seeking to live true to it. I am seeking to live true to legitimate pastoral values too. :" I’ve found myself knee-deep in depersonalized ministry systems, swallowing and endorsing church paradigms that champion the prosperity of the institution at the expense of people. When I saw my own complicity I knew I couldn’t stay and keep my integrity."

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Charlie's avatar

So appreciate you and KJ. I discovered KJ (and bought The Lord is My Courage) from Julie Roys's YouTube channel. KJ's writing is profound and her written thoughts deep and encouraging. Thank you for taking us along on your unfolding journey.

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Candice Zakariya's avatar

"I’ve found myself knee-deep in depersonalized ministry systems, swallowing and endorsing church paradigms that champion the prosperity of the institution at the expense of people. When I saw my own complicity I knew I couldn’t stay and keep my integrity."

I resonate with these words, Ryan. Thank you for expressing so clearly what I've been processing the past few years.

Looking forward to reading more.

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Jim Shelton's avatar

I am currently learning my own rhythm of “askesis” that he talks about in the belly of the fish. I would treasure a ability to walk among other pastors who are also fleeing Tarshish!

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